anagram 02.09.99

"analyze" is now up and running :) 57 articles are in it that are about me, or i'm in the article somewhere...it's only the articles that i've gathered online. there are a bunch more that i only have paper versions of that i'll type out later.so, to read them, click on "menu" then click on "analyze". in other news, deiter got snipped( neutered) today. poor little dogster. he is a bit groggy, but other than that, he is just fine.deiter and pooka got all their shots, and deiter now weighs more than pooka..and still growing. i hope that the now less hormonally charged deiter-dog will settle down some! we are pampering him tonight..heck we pamper him EVER night! :)i haven't felt very social with the cam the last few days. my anxiety has increased do to a bunch of things...and i was taking more xanax than i had allotted to me per day ( .25 milligrams 3 times per day is my allotment)so i started taking some sinequan that also reduces anxiety, but then those make me very groggy, so that's partly to blame while i'm not doing much with the cam the last few days.i've had anxiety all my life. when i was in kindergarten i was taken to the mayo clinic where they did extensive tests on me. i used to faint a lot. they didn't find anything wrong with me.it's just that i have anxiety. i hope someday to be rid of it. but for now,i'm glad there is xanax. saves my life!i've been trying to cut down on sugar by drinking diet pop, which i suppose is worse than the sugar. ya, i know. *sigh*today was super grey and rainy, but warm. I'd write more but I must give this to jason now to put up before he goes to sleep! so that is it for now..peace,ana