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last night i bought 2 books, one pro porn:
Annie Sprinkle : Post-Porn Modernist
and one anti-porn:

Griffin, Susan: PORNOGRAPHY AND SILENCE: CULTURE'S REVENGE AGAINST NATURE

and here are some interesting links that i am going 2 read in further detail.

http://bailiwick.lib.uiowa.edu/wstudies/griffin.html


http://www.geocities.com/Wellesley/Garden/1073/pornography.html

it was interesting to me to find that others had come to perhaps the same conclusions as i have about porn in that most of it is "junk food", robbing both men and women of the beauty that sexuality SHOULD be, imo. but i am not through examining this at all, i am just beginning. cool to find women who said that they were "pro sexuality, pro-erotic but anti porn" now i just need to define, for me, what is erotic nad what is porn...because...i don't know if i would choose those words..but i know what they are trying to say. i am not anti "cool-sexy-erotic-pictures" but rather the pictures that depict sex as just a big fuck hole thing. i can't type muchabout this issue again right now because it would be too draining. i am in the "gathering of information" stage again, which is why i bought those books. i love annie sprinkle...and i don't think i would ever classify her in the "gross porn category" even though she is pro porn. i, too, am pro-porn in the way that SHE is, i think.

i started getting together the "holiday cards" i was going to send out eons ago! i think they will now be valentine's cards! i want to S.W.A.K. each one and sign it and write a littl emessage on each one. and i ran out of stamps, so i have 2 get more of those!

it's snowing here like mad. it's very beautiful and when u walk outside it's doing that snowy fluffy quiet sound. i don't know if u know what i mean. but it's magical. but the snow is really bumming jason out 'cause he has 2 drive in it :(

movies i saw lately:


high school reunion
200 cigarettes

both were good.
i can hear the snow plows outside...

i also put up the dreams people have had about me or anacam on a page, it's very simple right now...i hope 2 make it prettier later on someday:

anadream