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HAPPY NEW YEAR!

new years resolutions [26 Dec 2001|07:46pm]
so does anyone have any?
not me!

iron chef [26 Dec 2001|08:44pm]
hmmm. iron chef USA. william shatner. hmmm.
i missed the beginning. i love william shatner. i don't think the crowd needs to cheer THAT loudly for THAT long before the finish time. i miss the goofy translations of the japanese version. still, the usa version makes me hungry, too :)
i vote for the japanse version being the best :) i wonder if the USA will see an explosion in the chef school section?

wiccan supplies [26 Dec 2001|11:33pm]
what are your fave wiccan supply stores? which place offers the stuff that's the most "yummy", if you know what i mean? :) gives you a good vibe when you go there and makes you get all excited about doing magick when you see all the stuff? i like my wicca with a big sense of playfulness and joy the best

the book i'm reading is very interesting (a bright red scream by marilee strong). i don't want to stop reading it but i'm getting sleepy. i had no idea it was almost 4am again!

amazon got back to me about why my mark ryden's anima mundi book was erased from my account. it's cause when they asked the publisher for it the publisher said it wasn't available. which can't be true because there it is for sale at markryden.com
so...i emailed them back and said how do i then redeem my gift certificate that i had used on that book?

in other news, my hands itch. they've been really itchy ever since i removed the carpet from my livingroom, but i can't imagine that i;m allergic to the paint on my floor since i've never been before and nothing else on me itches...just my hands. the tops of my hands.
weird. it's aggravating.

wow, this has been a really exciting entry.
it's probably so boring and mundane because my mind is whirring too fast with thoughts i cannot process right now.

[27 Dec 2001|02:18pm]
of course having read that book until 6am...when i finally went to sleep i had terrible violent dreams the whole time. ack.

This is how fucked the music industry is... [27 Dec 2001|03:07pm]
see fetik3's recent post

[27 Dec 2001|03:23pm]
grey day. listening to adam and the ants. must take a bath. gonna return that ink today. i ordered some BCI-24 ink from provantage.com. i can't wait to get it! amazon and i are still emailing each other back and forth about that mark ryden book. i'm just trying to get my gift certificate back. at least they actually write back!
drinking diet coke. bad dreams stuck in my body. a good soak in the tub is what i need. i got my period today. i feel intense. but i've felt intense for....forever.
going back into my memories of my entire chidhood and scouring them for answers about things and trying to get clear on what really happened. loooking at it from a different angle. several different angles. but doing all of this in the back of my head. too much for the forefront.

[27 Dec 2001|06:46pm]
i brought my 3 broken camcorders into best buy to get fixed. but the guy told me that they would all cost around 700 bucks to fix because it was the lcd screens that were ruined. blarg. one of the camcorders i bought for 1,300 bucks and it only lasted a month. at least the others i got a few years use in.
anyone have any ideas about what i should do with these things? give them away? make sculptures out of them?
are you a fix-it-yourself kind of person who would buy them from me really cheap?

the three cams are:
Sony DCR-PC100 2in 10X/120X Zoom DV
the screen blew up and it stopped working. it's totally state of the art and retails around 1,500 at the lowest price

then there is my sony hi8 30x digital zoom handycam vision.
it fell over and broke the screen and something very small is lose inside.
something like this retails for around 350 bucks now but i bought it for around 800 bucks at the time.

and then my other ( that started working again mysteriosly at the store...so i'm gonna still plug that one in and see what's up ) is a sony 26 x digital zoom handycam vision video8 ccd-trv22 ntsc.
that one was my first camcorder and it's the most durable one i've ever had.

i found some BCI-24 ink at best buy so tonight i can print some :) then survivor is on ( i want lex to get the boot ), and then i'm going to read the last 1/2 of my book.

i had yucky dreams again all revolving around me being stuck in england with some yucky disinterested boyfriend ( no, not you h. g!, if you're reading this! )
i tried desperately to get back...trying to find a cash machine that would give me either dollars or pounds with my american cash card. i tried to make flight reservations but couldn't dial the numbers correctly ever. my dreams are always full of me trying to get telephones to work...and them never working. the boyfriend was way younger than i was and he wasn't helpful to me at all. he just left me to fend for myself in his foreign country. he went back to a school that was like high school. he thought everything was ok in our relationship and that my leaving the country to go back home was no big deal. he couldn't figure out that this was the end and that we would never see each other again after i left because he was just crummy and not even present at all. he took me for granted. before i got on the plane i bought a 500 dollar red silk chinese dress then thought the better of it and returned it. i needed the $ for food and stuff when i got back home. this just went on for hours and hours....sitting at the airport...wondering if i was in the right place and would make it onto my airplane. i just wanted to be home so badly.
i remember saying to him that i didn't even notice that anyone had english accents...that i was so used to the accent i didn't hear it anymore...and for some reason this seemed really stupid to him and he didn't believe me. either that or he thought it was just a stupid thing to say or something. i couldn't figure it out.

i have to go do the anacam biz now

i got an actual office chair for myself finally after all these years. that little stool was killing my back. i can't really afford it but my back was hurting so much i just said fuck it.

[28 Dec 2001|03:53pm]
what is the difference between ordinary photo printer paper and "borderless" photo paper? how does the printer know there IS a border? and why DOES it put a border on stuff? how can i get it to print right out to the edge of the paper? i'm trying to figure out how i can print out the most campix on one sheet of paper. so far...no matter what configuration i try...i can only fit 6 at a time...which wastes a lot of paper. if someone could figure out how i can get the maximum # of campix on per page to print out, i would be deeply grateful and delighted!
also...i wish i could find some DOUBLE sided photo paper! ( that wasn't gloss)

to everyone who sent me a present:
i am working on sending you back one! i know i haven't gotten back to you all! sorry! i WILL! :) i really suck at getting back to people!!!
i didn't make it to the p.o. box yet either...but i will SOON! don't worry, they will save the packages for me :)
i will get back to everyone and everyone has a surprise in store :)

[28 Dec 2001|10:48pm]
spent time with jason today. watched the "almost famous" movie which was GREAT! i want to see it again! and then "tomb raider" which was painfully boring. expensive and pretty yes...but...after that...just augh.

so my new camera angle is giving some people vertigo. ( my evil scheme is working! ) *rubs hands together in an evil making-an-evil-plot sort of way*

[28 Dec 2001|11:58pm]

Take the What Should Your New Year's Resolution Be? Quiz

I ATE A TURKEY SANDWHICH AND FEEL A BIT MORE GROUNDED BECAUSE OF THIS. ( i did not means to have my caps locked...erk)

[29 Dec 2001|01:57pm]
i'll have to figure out koolkam when i have more time and patience. it looks like a groovy little programme.
now i'm going to get dressed into something less dumpy and turn on some music. it's nice and sunny today :) i'm probably going to be spending a lot of time at jason's today. it's his vacation so we can see more of each other :)

[30 Dec 2001|03:32pm]
i'm over in atomcam chat at the moment if anyone wants to stop by and say hi :) go to atomcam.com then click on "chat" in the menu on the left. :)

4:26 update...i'm still in there but i'm "afk=away from keyboard" so...i'm popping in and out here and there.

full spectrum lights [30 Dec 2001|04:27pm]
god, it seems i just got up and now the sun is almost down. it makes me so sleepy. i could just go right into my bed again and curl up. maybe i will. winter. i hate it.
i need to get one of those full spectrum light things.

i weighed myself today and i was 106 pounds.
last decmber i was at 123 pounds

i'm making jason a book of "the upside down deiter dog"
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what are you doing for new years eve? [30 Dec 2001|09:12pm]
jason and i are going to buy some champagne and yummy food and light candles and just watch dick clark and be mellow :)

now i'm going to crawl into bed and read a book :)

i need to get some foam insulation to put against the wall underneath my windows and where the wall meets the floor...because cold air is coming in all through there. any suggestions of what i could buy to tack up there? something the dogs wouldn't try to eat?

sorry the cam's been boring lately but it's because of all the holiday stuff and i've been really immersed in my art project and reading. it's good to do other things so when i come back to the cam i'm renewed and have something new to offer it

festivities :) [31 Dec 2001|06:29pm]
katt made me a beautiful fuschia leopard print blanket that is soooooo soft :) thank u katt! and it EXACTLY matches the 3 matching doggie sweaters that thingie bought for the muffins! oooo :) i'm going to take pix of the dogs on this blanket and it's going to be sooooo cute!!!! thank u katt and thingie!!! it is a very festive new years eve! :)

and i bought some sparkly balloons ( the best one flew out the car window :( )
and festive silly hats and some confetti :)
jason is in the kitchen making a "jello poke cake"...his specialty :) and the house smells yummy :)

happy new year east coast! [31 Dec 2001|11:08pm]
:)
to all my friends in nyc and the east coast happy new year! :)))
( ducky, stacy, glenn, banshee, terri, ben! )

[01 Jan 2002|04:20pm]
ok, i'm bleaching my hair. it'll take awhile and then tomorrow i'll probably bleach it some more. i wanna get it as white as i can :) i feel very content today, which is something i don't often feel.
yesterday i brought in my campix trading card wall hanging things to be laminated. tomorrow i can pick them up. i can't wait to see what they look like :)
ok...now i must start cleaning a bit...
i'll try to get a new anagram up tonight

[01 Jan 2002|04:31pm]
what is everyone doing right now? does anyone have a bad hangover? jason and i didn't drink much so i have no hangover at all :) drinking hasn't been as appealing to me lately as it has been.
i was wondering last night at midnight how many people were giving bin laden the finger and how many people were throwing up...right at that exact moment. and how many were trying to do both at the same time.

oh...i just looked at http://www.hairpolice.com and found out that sonia5 is doing my hair dred extensions on january 9th at 9pm cst here at my house on cam. i was off a day!

oh and i got a happy new year message from Mahir, the "i kiss you" guy :)
that was totally unexpected! :)
his new websites are here:
http://www.ikissyou.org
http://www.ikissyou.org/mahir